After the funeral was the loneliest time for me. The phone which had not
stopped ringing for several days - stopped. The flowers and letters dwindled.
The planning of the funeral was over and so were the distractions. This was the time when I
needed the most love and attention. When I started to get back to my regular routine and went
to call my dad was when I finally realized the horrible fact that he was not there anymore.
on my terms So now what...