my mom says When i was in control of the world...
she cries she forgets
Chemo Brain she calls it
she thinks i don't notice anything
the websites she looks at, breastcancer.org
her room smells like sickness
the cabinet is filled with pills
i know she hurts
they say be strong
and i hate them for it
because they know very well that
strong i never was
i am afraid of a word
six small letters
i am afraid
and she is afraid
and we are strong?
--seraphim21
