My First Time Watching Online Porn

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I’m sure you’ve heard people talk about rites of passage before, I mean, there are about a zillion of them. Your first slow dance, your first kiss, your first boyfriend, your first time “doing the dirty.” Believe me, all of them are huge monuments in your life!

But there’s one very important “rite of passage” that all girls seem a little hesitant to talk about out loud … that’s right ladies, I’m talking about watching porn. And these days, with online porn so easily accessible, it’s a much easier rite of passage to . . . pass!

I don’t know why but it seems like guys can get away with everything way easier than us girls can. Am I right? They can sleep with a bunch of different chicks and get high-fives from their friends the next day; but if we do the same thing, we’ll probably be criticized and looked down on.

At my high school people sort of had the same thought process when it came to watching online porn. Guys could watch it and it was fine, but if a girl said she watched porn, then she was totally the modern day Hester Prynne (Scarlet Letter, anyone?) and would be the subject of a week of gossip, for sure.

For me, the thought of girls and guys getting naked and down and dirty on camera and then showing up on some online porn site was insane, but for some reason, the fact that it was kind of taboo made me want to watch it even more. So I decided, I was going to do it; I was going to secretly watch porn.

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My parents had gone out for the night and I was prepping for the “big event.” I locked all of the doors so that I wouldn’t be disturbed and I practiced clearing the history on my laptop a few times so that I could make sure that no evidence of my sinfulnesswould be left behind.

Then, I typed into the Google search bar that sinister four-letter word. P-O-R-N. (It was my first time, what do you expect?) I sat there on my bed for a minute, frozen with anticipation. An Internet, full of online porn videos and pictures of people getting it on for my personal enjoyment was just a mouse-click away . . .

Click. An endless list of sites emerged on my computer screen; I chose the first. Immediately, pictures of naked, contorted bodies doing things I didn’t even know existed, filled the screen. Sex ads were popping up every second, getting progressively more disturbing. All I could think was “MAKE IT STOP!!!”

After I quit hyperventilating, I eventually cleared out all of the advertisements until I got to the original online porn site that I had wanted to look at. Yes there were naked girls, yes there were naked boys, yes they were having sex, yes they were doing just about everything in the book. And yes I kind of liked it.

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I wasn’t freaking out anymore; my eyes were glued to the screen, dilated with interest. Some things I saw were pretty gross, but others were actually kind of enjoyable!

That was my first time watching porn, but it definitely wasn’t my last. I can honestly say, while some things porn-related things are definitely not up my alley, most sites also offer “porn for females” sections that are fun to watch, but can also teach you things about sex! (So if you’re curious, check those out first!)

So basically, I’m not saying “GO WATCH PORN, IT’S AWESOME,” but I’m not saying it’s a bad thing that all girls should avoid, either. Watching online porn isn’t for everyone, but it’s definitely one of those rite of passage milestones that I’ll always remember.

Have you ever watched online porn? What do you think about it? Do you think porn is healthy and fun or kind of a bad thing? Tell us in the comments!

 

This Girl LOVES Porn. I Mean . . . Loves.


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36 Comments

  1. avatarasgher khaskheli says:

    sex is life

  2. avatarSean says:

    omg i have watched so much porn….

  3. avatarFabulous says:

    Av watched porn lots of times bt i started watching when i was 15

  4. avatarTirex says:

    Sex aint really bad after all….

  5. avatarKinsley Loma says:

    My first time.

  6. avatarcarina says:

    I’ve been watching porn since I was 12 [I'm 14 now] and it’s NO BIG DEAL

  7. avatarKanishk says:

    Nice

  8. avatarWhut? says:

    I don’t know if this is a joke thread or if you are really a nun or something…

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