I just got to college and am living with two great roommates. I can’t believe how lucky I got. All three of us bonded right away and we’ve been going out and partying a lot. Two nights ago, we had a lot to drink and even though things are still really blurry, when we got back to our suite, we all kinda piled on top of each other on the couch like laughing and giggling. And then one of the girls reached over and started touching my boobs. And I didn’t stop her because I was drunk and it didn’t feel wrong at the time. But now, I don’t know what to feel! Part of me wants to do it again and part of me is scared that she’s into me in that way. But I like boys! I’m so confused.
Your roommate is still great, and whether she touched you on purpose or not, there was alcohol involved so you can’t take it too seriously. For all you know, it was an accident. If she does like girls, then she likes girls and she’ll probably open up to you about it sooner or later. The thing is, if she’s a lesbian and you’re not, she’s not going to come on to you or “convert you” or anything. Like you said, you like boys. You just also happen to like when people touch your boobs, and that’s natural and wonderful.
Just give it a couple of weeks and watch your alcohol intake — but above all, don’t judge yourself too harshly! There’s nothing to be ashamed about when it comes to self-exploration.